My body betrays me and I live in constant fear of my own mind. It twists and turns thoughts, scenarios and demons crawl inside.
If there is a way to calm the crippling, it is not in a pill bottle. The green ones, the orange ones; they do nothing to suppress my angst.
Those around me cannot and do not understand my world. I’ve surrounded myself with vampires of the prettiest kind. Only my dogs save my desperate heart.
Please, peace from fear…