The heat is oppressive and so I’ve chosen to hide today.
I am only leaving the house to walk my dogs. The walks are short as the “real feel” tops almost 100 degrees and the humidity makes it difficult to breathe.
I am a bit less lonely today, not to say that it is much of an improvement.
The husband continues to call and I dodge about a third of his calls. He’s not pleased that I refuse to see him today but I need to stand by my words.
It’s important that I set some boundaries. Every other day is more than enough, in fact, it is MORE than I should be seeing him. He is not getting well and I am not crawling out of this endless pit of depression.
We need to work on our own problems on our own before we can fix what is left of our relationship.
Speaking into an empty well.
Screaming into the wind.
Wishing that my words could be heard.
The world is deaf!