There is no way for me to return to how things “used to be“, I’ve make this fact clear.
The days blur into night and I do not have a longing.
My decision is made, “when I feel as though your demons are in control, then you may return”.
• There is no time table despite his desires.
• There is no time table despite his parent’s wants and needs.
Yes, I have stood my ground on something important.
The last time I stood on such ground it was a mistake; my father warned me and I wore blinders.
Is my beloved Dad watching over me today with pride or with doubt?
I stand upon sand and keep my eyes fixed upon the horizon.