He bought me an expensive necklace weeks after my birthday while manic.
Today I asked him to return it despite the 6% fee.
It was beautiful and under other circumstances I would have cried with joy upon receiving the diamond necklace; but I am not there right now.
I am not the person who gets that gift from her husband because he is not that husband.
As I said,
He purchased it a few nights ago during a manic phase. It was never truly meant for me.
And now I sit in the waiting room of his psychiatrist’s office…
Exhausted and wishing I was at home with my sweet dogs.