There is no more space in my life for the pain.
I’ve had far too much pain and fear for a thousand lifetimes.
You’ve taken and taken; leaving me as no more than a shell.
No more than a shadow or a memory of the girl that I used to be.
I am afraid both for you and of you.
What will become of you?
I’ve hidden away so deep that nobody can find me. I am unsure that I even exist any longer.
Perhaps I am a mirage.
Just disappear into the beautiful Red Rocks that I used to covet outside of my dear father’s windows.