Never did I imagine that this would be my life.
It’s a nightmare.
I have nobody – it’s me & my aging sweet dog
Everyone that I’ve reached out to; kind but too busy. They’ve got their own lives to live.
I don’t matter.
Not to him – I’m the enemy now.
I’ve created this life of isolation and deserve its pain.
Never did I imagine the pain that would accompany the loneliness.
It’s agony that I share with people I don’t know, cannot call for help and will NEVER meet.