You made it sound like it sound like it was all my fault – I was stupid and should have known better. You were right. I was a fool, stupid and blind. I deserve to be left alone and it is exactly as I thought I would end up.
Me and my dog.
Isn’t it what I wanted – be careful what you wish for… I’m so scared that I can’t move. I can’t even cry anymore.
He left with the voices screaming in his head! There is nothing I can do but sit crippled on the sofa, my dog asleep by my side and wish that I could close my eyes and make the world go away.
It’s my fault.
It’s all my fault.
Him, my father, Tobey, Faith – I’ve never been worthy.
I should be alone; I should spend the rest of my days counting them down all by myself.
Nobody to love or to love me. Just as I’ve always known.
Disappear – as it is all my fault.