I have made it perfectly clear of my intentions and yet not a person within this group listens to me. Not one. They continue upon their way as though I do not exist or as if they simply cannot or do not hear me. Better yet, that that I will eventually give into their insanity. “Oh, she will surely give into our way of doing things”. Well, this time they are quite wrong.
Enough is enough. I have fallen in love with a dream. An impossible dream, but it is mine and I refuse to let it go. I will hang onto it like a child holds onto her favorite teddy bear and there is no person no this earth that can take it from me! My love, my dream may never come to fruition – in fact, I am quite sure it will not, but that does not mean that I cannot hold onto it for sanity’s sake.
Nobody listens but I know that somewhere he is out there listening. I can hear the lilt of his voice and feel his hands. Tears well up in my eyes and I try to think of anything to flee the house for just an hour or two.