How is it that YOU of all people give me such anxiety and fear? Stress to the point of shaking and childlike clumsiness and stupidity? All that I used to be is GONE: strong and determined, intelligent and self-assured.
Whatever happened to the woman that I was? I lost her, you slaughtered her and now I’ve no clue how to get her back. I am so upset with YOU and ME for letting you do this to me.
MAINLY; I want to sleep. Just sleep for hours – uninterrupted by the thoughts of all of the tasks which I should be doing or haven’t done.
I am a disappointment to my father.
If only these damn medications would allow me to cry!!! Why can’t I cry?